Dove Of Hope

Why go back when you know you can't repair the bridges you burned so long ago. It's not what you see but what you hear that makes you stop and go real slow.

To take a risk to approach a place you know you cannot stay. Can you approach this thing with head on straight or make a hasty retreat and run away.

It is a terrifying thing to unlock your past. How do you know what happened won't happen again? I could have waited a little longer and gotten a little stronger but it all comes out the same in the end.

I am going down a road so dark and so lost to the past but still etched in my mind but I can't give up although I am a afraid and terrified of what I will find.

I don't like knowing when this thing will step up behind me and replace my good thoughts with bad. But you know me and you know I won't give up until i've gotten strong enough to chase away all the sad.

When I started this trip I didn't think I'd be coming back but I want to live, I want to dream, and I know it's up to me to change my act.

Somedays are great and life is good I can go and do what I want and everythings fine. But nighttime comes and that's a bad ride the fear sets in the hell begins and the demons cross the line.

They are waiting for me they put me in a league of my own there's nothing more terrifying than fighting demons late at night. When you are the most varnable and alone.

God I pray that there is a wide place in the road where I can turn around and walk back into the sun. And when I do and I will to I hope there is enough of me left for that very special someone.

By: Ned Nunn

2001